Me, too! One day, I went to work drunk, locked the door to my office and slept on the floor for 2 hours. That was the bottom for me...
You have made the right decision, and it won't be long before you are feeling a lot better. It may be hard at some times, but stick with it, it is worth it.
SR is a good place to be, lots of support. You can do this. We are here to help.
with love,
Grace