Hi Red,
I can understand how your feeling I am at 117 days. I keep on checking this site and looking back at what I wrote when I was going through withdrawals and it helps me remember how it was. I have had the thoughts "now I am cured" I know it is all BS, just read all the stories of how people have made that mistake over and over.
I was also an at home drinker so it has been pretty easy for me outside of my home life to adjust.
It is funny how quickly we seem to forgot just how awful things used to be not all that long ago.