I wouldn't call it a selfish dream. I think things happen for a reason and it could have been your psyche and not your AV telling you to get your head back in the game.
How long do you have in now? I got sober the first time in October of 2012. I had 10.5 months in. I started slacking. Summer rolled around, my husband relapsed, and I picked up again in August 2013. I drank until 12/1/13. I know you have an alcoholic partner and a six year old and are trying to hold it together. I'm right with you. You are super and incredibly strong. Hugs!
You could be me. Last night I dreamed my chin erupted in unsightly whiteheads.