Hi - you're doing really well, one day at a time. You're also quite tuned in and recognising that Alcoholic Voice when it starts whispering to you.
I found AA meetings, and counselling as well, to be really helpful. Might be worth looking into the options available to you.
A good (very short) book that really helped me get through the first few weeks and months was Monkey on My Shoulder. It's available from Amazon to download for hardly and money at all. Not a great literary masterpiece, but great at helping see the way forward. Living Sober was really helpful as well.
Keep going. It won't be easy, but it will be worth it.
