I am starting a fresh again I honestly realise now drink doesn't go well with me, I wasn't even enjoying the drinking it was a habit.
I suppose everything happen for a reason and I fell out with a lot of people this weekend due to drink related arguments but it honestly may have been for the best as I won't see them for a long time and they are big drinkers.
I need to sort my head out I was in such a good way a few days ago then the booze and coke comes back into my life and I'm a mess. I know it's evil and I hate it I just keep thinking am I going to keep failing? I wish someone where I live was the same instead of just loving drugs.
I know my problem is with booze I get too excited and can't say no then I buy cocaine and can't stop.