Well Frank, time to get up and dust the old bicycle off. Have a look at urge surfing mate. It might be a tool worth adding. I understand you're drinking, not going to get into an argument with you if you're pissed. You got to want to be sober more than you want to drink. We'll see you later for day one. Just remember this though - each time you do this, the withdrawal is going to get worse and even more dangerous. For what it's worth, chuck the ******* rum out as soon as you can.