Originally Posted by
Dee74 
it may not be the greatest party for you, but it's not your party - it's his - give him the present of a sober mom
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All I want is for him to have a wonderful birthday. And your right, that's the best gift I could give him at this moment. Almost sad really. But I'm trying to forget all the hurt and pain (looking back on stuff really gets me down) and not only be sober, but be happy. I don't know what's happened to me in the past two weeks, but today has been one of the worst emotionally sad days I've had in a while. I haven't had any alcohol today so that's good. The sad part is the reason I haven't had any is because I don't have any money. Because if I did have money, I'm sure I would've drank.