Thanks Dee and Amandamarie, Failing isn't an option anymore and my husband so above and beyond supportive of me. I've hurt him so much in my past with my drinking and leaving him (drunkenly past out) with our toddler daughter for nights if not weeks on end. I can't hurt him any more with the demons of our past.
I'm trying to focus on my daughters laughter and my husbands overall comfort around me sober, to get me through. It's just a hard day emotionally for me.
Thanks for the support!
