I'm hanging in too. I have always told myself I don't really have a problem bc I could go a couple days but I'm so preoccupied by the thought right now of this being for reals and never drinking again it's freaking me out. I never make it past a couple of days not drinking after I wake up embarrassed swearing "I'll never drink again" before I rationalize drinking that's been a really big problem for me for years and have a bender. In other words, I'm only a little worried about my day 2 (though I'm going out tonight) but scared as hell about week 2 and month 2--I'm contemplating going to meetings but scared to go. I did talk to a therapist today. You?