Originally Posted by
Purpleknight 
At the start I had to force myself into Sobriety, cling on to I know this is a better choice even though I still wanted to drink, and as time went on I became more and more comfortable in my new lifestyle. Time was a great healer for me!!
Thanks PK. That is probably what I'm going to have to do, force myself. I want to drink but I want to be sober. I can't have both! And I know the latter is better for me!