Hi Jeff and welcome. Congratulations on your upcoming 2 years, also.
I understand what you're going through. Since becoming sober I haven't known really who I am but have gleaned so much from others like myself.
My husband, who hated what I'd become with drink, just accepts I'm sober now. He doesn't know what's inside me but then again I didn't with him for the years I drank.
It does take some getting used to, this sobriety but I'm sure you know, like the rest of us, it is worth it.
I didn't understand what recovery meant of the sober and recovery but I'm learning fast. I haven't used any other help except here.
I went to an AA meeting years ago but only cos my husband was getting fed up with me, not cod I wanted to stop drinking at that time.
I just wanted you to know you're not alone and most of the people on here know and understand what you're going through.