Today is day 4! I made through the weekend pretty easily bc I was on a church retreat. I had a blast being sober and having quality sober fellowship with fabulous people. I'm back home now. Slightly tempted but ok. I lost a couple of pounds and feel a lot better. That's what's keeping me behaving today...vanity. I know that can't work long term. But it is in this moment. Tomorrow I plan to take kids to zoo and gymnastics. Need to find a plan for tomorrow night after kiddo go to bed.