Hi
so this is the first time I've tried a formal recovery program of any sort though I've contemplated it lots of times. I always end up talking myself into the idea that I don't really have a problem because I can go days without drinking and don't drink all day etc but here I sit with a hangover on a beautiful day--another wasted beautiful day--ashamed of what I did the night before when I was drunk and yet not all the way remembering. Again. So many things I'm ashamed of so much humiliation, so many times I've scared myself or put myself in danger or hurt people when I was drunk but yeah I don't *really* have a problem. Last night wasn't even that bad but I want my life back--my pretty body and face. My sense of humor, my self respect. I hope this can help