Welcome to the Forum lighter!!
I am soo sorry to hear of all the things you're having to deal with at the moment, it can't be easy, but alcohol isn't going to fix any of that, sure a quick a escape, but in the morning I generally found all the problems were still there with the added bonus of a hangover.
Your family from what you've mentioned would be better off with a Sober you being able to provide help through these tough times.
You'll find loads of support here on SR!! Great to have you onboard!!
