I am a sun lover too hence the name suncatcher. When I feel depressed my soul feels gloomy and sad. I was feeling gloomy and sad when I found SR. I wanted my soul to feel sunny and happy again. I've always loved sun catchers too. My mom has them in her windows and the sun shines through the transparent colored glass like rays of hope. I was looking for a ray of hope when I found this site. These days my soul does feel sunny and happy thanks to the wealth of good support here. Love this thread and all the stories behind the names and avatars.