First time here
Hi,
I've never participated in any online forums before; certainly not for something like this. I've never reached out for support with my drinking before and this is the first time I've admitted to anyone but myself that I have a problem.
I've been drinking a pint of whisky each night, often more. For the past six years, I haven't gone more than five days without being drunk (& that was only b/c I had a nasty case of the flu & couldn't even hold down water).
I have a wife & two young children. I'm terrified they'll have to experience great joys in their life w/o me b/c I'll be dead before they happen.
It's the morning of my third day being sober.