So proud of you for working your plan. Craving, AV babbling, 30 minute run. Bingo!!! That's what needs to be done. Have that plan, work it, make great choices.
I hear you about the physical changes. That has been also a great incentive for me. Remember that 40 is the new 20 so we are just starting to ripen
(I will be 35 this yr).
I am also glad that you have managed to focus on you and not on your hubby. I know that is so hard to do so be really proud of how tough you are being inside and remember that your SR fam has your back!!!