New here (sort of) just oficially joined
I have been reading this forum for about 2 years. For 9 months of that I was sober👶 due to being pregnant. After my daughter was born, I was decent at moderating. That moderation has slowly been slipping away. I'll go for a few days with a drink then out of nowhere something social will come up and my 2 drinks will turn into 7. Then I will feel like death warmed over with a side of awful anxiety the next day which makes me a worthless mom and homemaker. I need to just realize that drinking isn't an option for me.