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Old 04-30-2015, 10:06 AM
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Serenidad
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Originally Posted by ScottFromWI View Post
Welcome back serenidad. If you look back at the past week, notice that your drinking last night was preceeded by a fairy predictable pattern. You were spending a lot of time ruminating over the fact that AA just "wasn't for you". Maybe it's not, I'm not judging one way or the other, but you have to admit that you basically gave up on your sobriety plan without moving into another and as a result you drank. If I'm not mistaken, the same thing happen when you quit SR for a while to focus on AA only. Bottom line, you need to do the work. Your new plan does sound pretty comprehensive, i hope you can follow through with it.
I totally agree with you Scott. I have been so darn wishy-washy this past year instead of just choosing a sobriety plan and sticking with it. Obviously the way I have been doing things hasn't been working. I think I will do what FreeOwl said and write up a daily recovery schedule. Thanks for all of your help Scott.
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