You're not sure what you're going to do?
Well then; for a start why not try something that has worked for others....
Are you following a program?
Are you willing to make changes in your life?
Have you got support?
Make a plan for the coming ten days, take those ten days one day at a time, make a choice to give sobriety everything you've got.
You don't need to stay stuck in the cycle ever downward. You can turn this starting right NOW.