Just read your post and glad that you are back on the road to sobriety. I was thinking about how grateful I am that I no longer have to deal with the symptoms of detoxing or a hangover. I've moved beyond to dealing with the "emotional feelings" of living sober. While those feelings can be tough sometimes; they will never be as tough as the emotional and physical first getting sober feels like. For me to stay on the sober path means absolute acceptance that alcohol and I can no longer have a relationship. Alcohol will kill me dead. Do whatever it is that you need to do to get on this sober path and do whatever you need to do to stay there......