Originally Posted by
FrankLapidas 
I have officially ****ked up
Hey mate, you didn't **** up. You however did learn a very valuable lesson. The AV and temptation can be very powerful. I am going to do something here that I always caution people about. I am going to assume. If you assume you make an ass out of you and me. (Ass u me). Or better, assumption is the mother of all fuckups. So I assume from last night that you have proved to yourself that you cannot do moderation. Good, something you now know for definite so you never need to contemplate it again. I know you are going to want to beat yourself up over this slip. Try not to. Try and see the positive lessons you can take away from this dude.
Be safe and be strong,
Cheers,
ZAB