You are strong for staying here Frank.
A weak person would just disappear. That's my fear. I am weak.
One more sip is not going to make things better. It's going to make things worse, and deep inside YOU know that. Your AV / Demon is trying to tell you, "F-it, have another. There's always tomorrow".
But you also know that's not how it works. The less you drink, the BETTER tomorrow is going to be. It's that simple.
Stop right now = a slip up, not a give up.