Hi Serenidad what you just described was my childhood...
My mum entered recovery when i was young around 7 i remember my mum drunk i remember my mum sober i think she relapsed a couple times over 25 years but in the end my mum died sober i loved my mum so much if she was drinking i was scared as my dad drunk too my mum knew it was having an effect on all of us and my mum broke the chains while my dad drank to oblivion in the next room but he wasnt alcoholic (not in his eyes hes got a gift pffft)
My mums last stint of sobriety was over 10 years she died 5 years ago i was 27
Each one of my brothers & sisters are all in recovery i wish she could see this from earth rather than heaven
I cant stress how much i love my mum and i 10,000% think your kids will be the same
Serenidad its a case of not drinking no matter what accepting that saved your life once
Time to do it again (((((Serenidad)))))