Hi all. Checking in on day 43. Feeling much more content in my sobriety. Started exercising again and am feeling better about that as well.
Pouncer, you're beautiful inside and out. The new hair sounds fab! So sorry to hear about what you are going through, yet encouraged to hear your committment to sobriety in lieu of it.
When I was in college, one of my dear friends was living with her BF. She was drop dead gorgeous yet her BF hid porn mags all over the apartment (this was pre internet days). Lucky for me she finally dumped him and I got to date her for a short time.
I never understood how a guy could be in a committed relationship yet turn to porn. Perhaps it is an addiction in some ways similar to ours. Who knows. Either way, it's not cool that you have to get hurt by it. Hugs to you.