Man, I can't stop thinking about drinking today! Have today and tomorrow off and it would be so easy to just grab a bottle from around the corner and go to town!
Car is still in the shop (has been for about 3 months, now) so I'm not mobile at all, never got the call for my job interview yesterday. I'm frustrated and feeling kind of "f it!" today.
I have every reason to not drink, and no good reason to do it. And yet it's still nagging at me. Ugh!
Anyway, going to do laundry, go to the market for groceries. Hopefully this will pass soon. Haven't really wanted to drink this badly in months!
Just wanted to get this off my chest. Thanks for listening!