I had some similar post around 6-7 month mark. I wanted a cookie AND a trophy from people in my life, but I didn't even get a high-five. I came here and vented about it and with people's responses I realize that I am only doing this for me and that others don't really matter. It's very true with previous posters have said, people do not understand what we are going through and in all reality people from our lives don't even think we have a problem for the most part so it's hard for them to understand.
Your feelings are normal. I send you a cookie, a trophy and anything else you want. We are rocking this!!!