Welcome to SR, depressedat58! I'm glad you found us and it's good to have you here. The good new is that this is a great start! Therapy and treatment is great but the first step is wanting deep down to quit. You need to be ready for change. You sound like you are or you wouldn't be here!
It would be nice to have more support but at least you can go to the ER if necessary. Don't let anything stop you from putting down the bottle.
