Congrats, Formylittlegirl! Two weeks is great!
I know how you feel about the fear that it may be illusory. It can help to join your SR "class" -- that's the Class of April 2015 for you. It's helpful to be with people who are at roughly the same point in recovery as you. I also founded it helped to go to the Tuesday and Friday chatroom meetings, which begin at 8 p.m. CST. I remember sharing my fear that it was all an illusion and got some really solid feedback from fellow journeyers.
You're doing great! You can do this!