I haven't had the right conversation with some, and told nothing to others. The only people who know most to all is anyone here whose read my posts and my counselor.
As liberating as it is to open up like that, I haven't had the guts to tell the people closest to me. Even though they would absolutely support me.
I feel I need to tell them. I'm leaving myself an out. Those closest to me think I'm taking a break. Honestly....I'm still processing the idea of living a sober life for myself! Even though I have quit pot, then went crazy with it as soon as I got some. Even though I quit oxi's and went crazy with Vicodin as soon as I got some.
The more I type, the more I now I need to address this.
Thanks for the posts and getting the wheels turning.