Whelp its another day one for me. Less talk more action this time. My current plan is to do whatever it takes to get through these next few days as I suspect they'll be the hardest. I dumped my remaining stash last night & told my suppliers and friends to keep alcohol away from me or I'd be avoiding them. Its embarrassing to admit, but I have a problem and I need help. I think I'm finally willing to admit I can't make it on my own.