Yeah, I know how easy it is to go back to drinking after cleaning up for a week or so. I'd go for four or five days, even a few weeks, then figure I'm fine and start over again. It's hard to get in a real sober state of mind doing this. You never get the chance to see what a better life you can have when you're on this rollercoaster. Takes a while to really start to experience the benefits of not drinking. Once that happens, the idea of drinking and starting all over again becomes less appealing. You just don't want to lose what you've gained. Stay strong, stay focused, find distractions and support and you'll get there. John