Are you having a difficult time in life not drinking? Are you waiting for the day you can drink again?
There are methods people use for this: Rational Recovery, AVRT, SMART, Life Ring, SOS, Women for Sobriety and AA to name a few.
When I drank, alcohol was my solution to living life. Without alcohol, I had untreated alcoholism. I drank at night after work and I had no physical problems when I stopped. I still had untreated alcoholism. I happen to work those 12 steps, but as I mentioned, there are other methods to use, too!