Hi and welcome.
Congratulations with your decision, there is a lot of good suggestive reading on this site.
Reading and understanding is one thing however ACTION is required.
I needed to get honest with myself about my drinking and then ACCEPT the fact that I cannot drink in safety one day/moment at a time in a row even if my A$$ falls off.
The work involved is understanding why I drank, besides being addicted to alcohol.
For me it was my mismanaged feelings involving insecurity, loneliness, many fears and on and on.
In general I didn’t know what I didn’t know. Today after a lot of work the result is being comfortable in my own skin most of the time.
BE WELL