Back at it
So I've been fooling myself thinking I can be a normal drinker over the past year. I am a binge drinker and have been trying to practice moderation, I hasn't worked. For every time I was able to have one drink out with friends of girlfriend it was followed up with a big binge shortly after.
I was completely abstaining for months and on sober recovery every day and am ready to get back to that.
Glad to be back!