Originally Posted by
vendetta 
I had no desire to do anything. I didn't feel like I could do day to day chores. The one good thing was waking up earlier and more aware.
It's hard to stay on track when I have no desire to do anything.
This was me for a while, too. It does get easier when you stay the course. My sponsor told me to do 5 things a day. Sometimes those 5 things were all I did, but I did them. (wipe down the counter, brush the dog, dust the table, clean the coffee pot. . . nothing big, but accomplished 5 things no matter how small.) Sometimes those 5 things would turn into a whole lot of things. Now that life feels normal I still focus on 5 things a day. For whatever reason, life is more manageable when I gear myself up to do only 5 things today. LOL! I do a lot more than that, but, hey, I WIN each day so easily nowadays.