Yeah, torn, I do feel a ton different than my last Day 2. That day 2 I was still feeling the effects of a brutal hangover and dealing with crippling anxiety about not knowing how I wound up in the hospital.
While I'm certainly not happy about Wednesday, I got home and was coherent enough to post here. So yeah, I'm basically feeling it as a much different Day 2 since it was proceeded by 62 days of sobriety. I'm basically looking back over the last few months with just one blip, as opposed to like 10 nights like Wednesday night and 5 horrific black outs.