Hi littlebear
I'm glad you made it back.
When you're ready, read the thread at the top of the Newcomers forum about recovery plans.
Think about what you could do better. If you think you need face to face support think about what's available to you - if not AA, there's counselling, other meeting based recovery groups like WomenForSobriety, SMART Recovery, LifeRing, inpatient or outpatient rehab.
Think about what you're prepared to do - then do it
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