So glad you are here! Take care of yourself first, you know what you have to do. When you quit drinking, remember, it's for yourself first. Those you love will feel the after effects of your take charge attitude. Don't let your mind play tricks on you, don't get into a false power struggle. Saying that you don't want to quit drinking for a new love interest will only cause you to fail. Do it for yourself. Get that ingrained into your head and you will win! No more excuses, you can do this!!