I did not know I was recorded at the clinic 9 months ago...
I saw it today…
I looked absolutely a ******** junkie, 54kg of skin and bone
Could not even understand what I was saying, drug out of my head…
I am so shocked to see it!!! Scared!!! Embarrassed!!!
Can not understand how my head can not grasp it!
I still get panic attacks if I am near anybody with drugs,
I can handle now alcohol after a year but still want to get stoned.
On Saturday I twist my ankle and did not even go to the doctors,
bcos I am scared to go and get pills, I know myself and I swallow the box.
So bandage it, anti-inflammatory and foot up.
The Idea now is:
Put the video on the mobile,
And when I go crazy have a look to remember how I ended up…
A great Weapon for anybody to get taped when they fall and use it.