Originally Posted by
hopenlove15 
I was so good to him. He betrayed me in every aspect and has taken me victim of his disease. He put me in danger, he lied, he cheated, he manipulated, he abandoned me. On top of all of the personal digs he has done to me he still continues to kill himself for these disgusting drugs. Hes never even said sorry for hurting me.
This will forever hurt me.
First off this is only going to hurt you forever if you allow it and ya don't have to let that happen.
Of course he hasn't said I'm sorry. Do you have expectations there?
ok, who allowed you to be taken victim of his disease? Who allowed you to be out in danger,lied to,cheated on,manipulated, and abandoned? We're there chains around your ankles?
Yup, that there may read pretty harsh, but the sooner ya get into the solution the sooner the problems go away and one of the things your gonna have to do is accept accountability for
your actions then and responsibility for
your actions, healing, and recovery today.
And the sooner ya get kikin on that the sooner youll stop feeling its gonna hurt ya forever.
Bt if ya don't start working on you .....Welp, ya just may find yourself in another relationship just like this one or worse down the road.
Accepting accountability for my past actions was a blessing for me.
Gave me a little more freedom and peace.