Chicory, he is complete garbage. And that's a hard pill to swallow. I fought so hard for the person he could be, but I'm done fighting. He doesn't care about that person, so why should I? He drinks to excess, is on suboxone, and now has added weed to the mix. He's a hot mess. And it's not my mess to clean up. Over the last couple months I sensed a change in him, so I started doing stuff for myself, I started a little patio garden, I got a new kitten, started hanging out with friends, and instead of waiting on him to make future plans, I just make them without him in them. Daily alcohol intake+suboxone, and now weed to the mix doesn't sound like a fun combination.
So starts my day 1 of no contact.
Thank you for your replies.
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