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Old 04-22-2015, 05:17 AM
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Join Date: May 2014
Location: London, UK
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Originally Posted by GirlGoneBad View Post
Good Morning, Dear Friends. I appreciate every post. Everyone has an understanding of what I am going through, and I feel such support in that premise. It's day 4 and I feel even better. Of course it's the weekend I fear, but as each of you have said, channelling the cringe into productive inspiration not to drink is pivotal. I still cringe, and the urge to cry still exists. In an odd way I feel the pain I've cause myself and others is a sort of retribution to the pain I've caused in order to party. Such a loss.
I think your plan for Friday sounds brilliant and I completely understand about missing out on reading. I set a reading target every year and in 2013 I hit 150 books, then 2014 was maybe 50. It sounds stupid but when I realised that I thought "wow, this might be a problem"!

You don't deserve to live in pain or unhappiness, onwards and upwards :-)
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