It is hard, but thats all the more reason to use all the support you have Vendetta.
The other thing is...do you really think all of us would stay sober if the first week was as good as it got?
Things do get better - but you need some strength courage endurance and faith to get through the crappy parts.
again, thats where support comes in
you can do this - but there's no need to do it alone, gritting your teeth
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