Rjy9
Is a cold beer some nice relaxing respite you are depriving yourself of? Or a stepping stone to place that ends in a wild rain soaked ride to a very dark place? It does get easier , when you convince that part of you that sees drinking as pleasant experience , that it isn't , that you know it is an illusion and is actually a destructive activity that you choose not to do. Don't fall for it, you are doing great, keep truckin
rootin for ya