Hi BD
Thanks for sharing your story.
sounds like you're a little conflicted though. You want to have a few beers with mates but you find it hard to get to day 3.
I'm not trying to beat you up but you might have to accept, like I did, that a few beers with mates is an impossibility for me.
Alcohol and I have a toxic relationship. Whenever I reintroduced alcohol into my life again the same things happened.
So I changed my life.I know how scary that sounds but I didn't lose out on the deal.
It turns out there was a better life waiting for me once I put the bottle down.
I don't expect you be convinced by one post, but read around - there's a lot of happy sober people here.
Glad you've joined us - stay connected here and we;ll get you through day 3 and beyond
D