This has to be it.
This is it. I am terrified I am going to die soon, and alcohol is killing me. I just found out I have elevated liver tests from December – didn’t get told at the time, and have been drinking ever since. I should be dead. I have to get help, I can’t do this alone and have been trying for almost 20 years. Please help me make a plan?
I need a new life desperately. Thank you.