I feel so blah
I'm sober several months now. I feel blah most of the time. I go to work, come home, go to a meeting x number of nights a week, babysit the grandkids, go out to dinner, grocery shop... all the "normal" thinks in life. I have nothing to complain about about except minor health issues and everything to be grateful for. Family, work, all my "stuff" etc. etc. I feel ashamed that I feel this way. I don't think it's depression. I just don't have the passion I used to have (long before drinking and even while drinking). I'm not saying life is boring. But nothing excites me. I'm sort of just existing. Functioning sober.
Will it come back? Am I expecting too much too soon?