Hi
Im finally finding myself as a person and not the alcoholic addict and im finding myself feeling guilty and remorse for all the lying and manipulating i did just to get a drink, and then im thinking of all the people i hurt in the past with my behaviour. But now in thinking clearly the 'new me' as i call it would never lie or manipulate the way my addiction did and hurt people close to me. Just made me realise how powerful the addiction was over me and how all i want to do is tell the truth no matter what the consequences are....
It just made me feel really shocked and emotional that I could that and has made me realise it must be in my character/personality which i eager to work on and change to be a better person now im thinking more clearly and not in a haze..
