Scared...I'm with you 100%.
I've cut down too. Not to the extent that you have, but by a lot.
The anxiety and sense of doom has to be the worst. I found myself at a point where anxiety was setting in within an hour after drinking! Next morning was baaad. The only thing that made me better was a drink. Little vodka in the coffee. Yup. No doubt I have a problem.
I cut down to about half a pint a day with a day or two off here and there. Today I made a 24hr promise. The first of many.
Let's quit the ugly cycle for good.
You KNOW life is better being sober.
Quitting will blow, but the horrible cycle of anxiety and depression blows more.